It's been a strange day, I came to work at 9 a.m. and had a meeting at 9:30...I was scared because I wasn't finished with the weekly newspaper, I had SO much left to do...and it was due in like an hour.

I find my desk littered with corrections on the church special section, I roll my eyes, angry.

I go to my meeting to find I have a section due today and tomorrow - I'm not ready with either of them and silently freak out in my own mind.

Then, my boss says, how is the GL traveler going?

I say, well I've collected the items, but haven't begun to type anything in yet.

He looks a bit angry, and I send a look back that says, 'hey I've been busy as hell with these fucking sections.'

Asshole.

I also find out that I get to train the office dumbass on how to paginate this weekly paper.

I roll my eyes, it took him months to finally understand how to paginate the TV Guide and that's only eight pages, the weekly is like 24 to 48 pages!

I calm myself down and currently I'm better as Bridal is finished and I've just left to work on Churches.

Tomorrow I will work/finish churches and begin GL travler.

Lucky me.

I do this without a raise nor my reporter status upgrade to my current status as 'special sections coordinator' as it should be in the p

My parents keep pressuring me on asking my boss for a raise.

I want to say, it's not that easy, he's been in such a bad mood lately.

I'm thinking about just writing him a letter or something.

Oh well I'm in a good mood today despite that my stomach feels like it's going to blow up.

OOoh I hope I don't have an ulcer. God knows I don't eat right.

I talked to Brandon (i.e. 'internet guy') last night. I think I've gotten more comfortable with him mainly because he is IMing me and calling me too. I don't have to chase them like I normally prone myself to do.

Plus I'm not worried about how I appear, act, etc. I just don't care in that manner.

He can take me or leave me this time around.

Anyway, we talked and I gave me what-for whenever he irked me and I didn't feel like being fake Jenny.

I think he 'likes' me in the internet sense as he's already called me a few times to ask me to go meet him for a drink, or whatever I wanted to do.

Last time he called, I thought it was sweet he just called because he was thinking about me...aww.

He said he wanted to call me yesterday as he drove through Bear Lake but his phone was dead.

Oh well.

Anyway, we were talking on IM last night and I was watching when Harry met Sally. I said to him, "damn if someone calls me at 2 in the morning to talk about a movie I'd be pissed." (It was the part of the movie they call each other and talk all night....)

So we talked on that, and he was like, what if I called you to tell you I thought about you all night at work? (He works at the casino at odd hours of the night).

I was like..well that'd be okay.

He was like, what if I came over to watch a movie with you at 2 a.m. I was like...um...that'd be scary ....lol

Regardless, it's a nice thing. Though we haven't met and most of my luck with internet dating is not good at all.

But I guess I'll just live in the moment and not care as much.

I still have a mini crush on that court guy for some odd reason unknown to me, I guess we all want what we cannot have.

Who knows with my life. I just like how I feel comfy with Brandon, he knows what I look like and I know that he's 5'11 300 lbs...He's a big guy, but so is my friend Vic, who is stocky for that kind of weight/height.

I guess maybe I feel okay since I don't feel that 'fat girl' thing, this guy weighs more than me! Whoopie is what I'm thinking though that's wrong.

I think I can very well handle a relationship, though it's mainly just for fun and nothing serious.

Yes, I think this might work somehow ....

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