FUCK.

I got a letter today saying the position I tried for is filled.

And then I look at my old paper and they have ANOTHER REPORTERS JOB OPEN.

WHAT THE FUCK, HELLO I'M RIGHT HERE!!!!

I know I can't possibly send another resume, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I feel like such a failure sometimes.

Why can't they call me? What do the others have that I don't? Just because they've worked a year, doesn't mean I haven't combined with all I've done.

Damn all I ask for is a chance, all I want to do is go home and work happy, yet I feel where I go now I will not be happy, can I ever be happy? What my happiness before just a falsehood?

I feel there is no such thing as happiness anymore.

Just bleak rejection letters and a cronic crabby boss....

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pet ramps